Thursday, 12 June 2014

Tracks of Life


Music soothes my soul.  With each song that combines my mood of the day, it’s always a perfect feeling.
 
Whatever it is that bothers me, I made it a point that I indulge into a song.  Whether the song is old or new to my ears, but most of the time, it’s the old songs that relinquish the anonymity of what I feel.  It brings back most of my trying days as an individual.  It’s amazing how it transports me back in time where the innocence of my being is rekindled.  One of the examples would be like listening to Cupid by 211 and then I remember the good old days in advertising.  Yes, that time I was just a fresh graduate from college and the struggles I am trying to cope with the world of advertising.  There’s this Account Executive named Michelle whom I became close with.  We became close through her stories.  Her love in writing poems, late night coffee chats, beating deadlines for client presentations almost every week.  And we were always together.  Those were our glory days and I miss it a lot.

Fall For You by Shanice.  Each time I play this song especially on a rainy afternoon, it gives me the hope to fall in love again.  The sweetest days you feel when you’re in love.  The positive feeling that falling into someone brings re-assurance that celebrating life is indeed better.  Just like the lyrics of the song;  

I’ve been in love, a time or two
 I’ve seen the world when I’m with you,
I wanna fly and spread my wings,
I don’t wana cry, I wanna sing,
I wanna live and take a chance,  
I’m not afraid to love again,
I wanna fall, fall for you,
and I want you to fall for me too.

Unto the mountain snow that melts n the stream
My heart goes like a river to sea
To the heavens up above
I pray to God our destiny is love

Whew!  Isn’t it amazing falling in love?  I believe that being in love is different from falling in love.  Need I say more? Hehehe.  There are also songs like In a Rush by Blackstreet that I really like. It is soulful.  It’s like you are falling for someone and not realizing it and when it hit you, you’re already halfway to broken heart. Arrgh! Gees!

There is the song, Is There Something by Christopher Cross that is always in my playlist.  I automatically get sentimental each time I hear the first note of this classic song of broken hearts holding on too much and letting go inch by inch and somehow wanting to still fix the situation.

Is there something that you want to tell me

Is there something that I ought to know
Are we still something that still worth fighting for
Or should I simply let you go
Is there something I can do to reach you
Are we something more than history
I’ll find some way to convince you to stay
If you should tell me honestly
Is there something left of you and me

There are also Original Pilipino Music (OPM) songs that I also love.  One of them is Wag Ka ng Umiyak that was originally released by Sugarfree and last year, 2013, KZ Tandigan released an acoustic version that was part of a teleserye soundtrack.

Lost in Space by Lighthouse Family.   I remember that way back from college, one of my bestfriends gave me cassette tape of their album.  This song calms me and when I miss my college friends (and the college life), this song is a hit.  This became my theme song for my one great friend, Abi.  She’s a classmate in college and we really made a history in terms of friendship.  Each time I hear this song, it brings back great memories.  How I struggle in or friendship, almost every day we fight, we argue and because of those experiences for four years in college (and after college), our relationship is stronger through the years. Gosh, I recall keeping a diary and in those pages were our everyday fights. Hahaha. for four years, imagine that!

Ocean Drive by Lighthouse Family.  Another song from the same group that I always say, my ‘driving song’.  I just like the tempo of this song that would definitely enjoy my ‘driving’ because I am a sucker of long drives but most of the time or let’s say, all the time I am the passenger. Hihihi.

Misty Glass Window by Take One.  This is another OPM that keeps me gaga especially after I experienced how a “break up” feels real life.  Gosh, the words in this song that goes;

Rain falls; dark clouds are rising up above

I gaze in solitude, looking through a misty glass window
Cause there it used to be the two of us
This empty room, filled my thoughts with memories of you 
I turned and look around but found no sight of you
I guess it’ll never be as true, no, no.
My heart will always be with you

With a match of saxophone, who would have a thought a song like this crushes you even more.

One of These Days by Michelle Branch.  This song consumes me.  I don’t want to elaborate the emotions, just hear it yourself.

OO by Up Dharma Down.  Another OPM song that tackles about love in a drastic situation that left the girl in awe and all she can do is to reminisce and let the guy know that he can still make amends to the girl waiting in vain even if he doesn’t know that the girl is in love with him.  Yeah, more of an unreciprocated love.

Out of Reach by Gabrielle.  This is one of the songs from the movie, Bridget Jones’ Diary.  Song about the girl realizing that there might be no chance with the guy and with the question, “was I ever loved by you?”

Pag-ibig by APO Hiking Society.  An OPM song that tells a story of falling in love for the first time, experiencing how it was like to have your first sweet kiss, a tight hug and a forever love.  This is a feel-good song that expresses how one great love stays with you through the years or even a lifetime.


Pain In My Heart by Zoo.  A heart-wrenching OPM song.  Hurt lingers in this song.  Moving on is not really an option in this song.  The singer elaborates everything that was in their relationship and he doesn’t want to feel the pain and it happens each time he sings the songs.   

The lyrics:

I don’t want to remember the things we used to do
And all the things that remind me of you
I don’t want to hear those songs
The songs we used to sing
'Coz I don’t want to feel, the pain in my heart

I just can’t believe you’re gone….

There are tons of songs I still want to share, but it seems these are all enough to indulge in one day.  Well, right now, I just don't have an idea how to end this post.  Can I just play Far Away by Kevyn Lettau for now?

Cheers!

Saturday, 7 June 2014

Season of Loneliness

Yes, i have to admit, I miss this song a lot. I just don't know how it soothes me when I needed to calm down.

Read this for reference because it isn't just an ordinary song.  This means a lot to me.  Whew!

Enjoy this with me, please.

Cheers.



4 Seasons of Loneliness
Written by Jimmy Jam & Terry Lewis


Oh yeah oh oh oh


I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty without you by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get the courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart 'cause they just can't compare to you
Your love won't release me I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch 4 seasons change


In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the misteltoe
When springtime makes it's way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you're not here it doesn't feel the same


Remember the nights when we close our eyes
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Anytime I think about these things I shared with you
I break down and cry 'cause I get so emotional
Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch 4 seasons change


In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the misteltoe
When springtime makes it's way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you're not here it doesn't feel the same


This loneliness
Has crushed my heart
Please let me love again
'Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain
Or 4 seasons will bring the loneliness again


In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes it's way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you're not here it doesn't feel the same

Remember the warmth of days gone by 

#HeartWrenchingIndeed