Tuesday, 28 August 2012

Heads Up


It’s like walking on air again.  Every single step makes me shiver and tremble because of the weightless feeling.  It was never easy.  For a person like me who takes challenges one at time and going through it all with heads up, it is so hard to fail.  I don’t feel good at all each time I taste a defeat, because I know, there should never be a letdown in the combats I face.

cheers to that every step we face in life/photo taken in Panglao, Bohol 2009
But when it’s really time to surrender, I taste every glory of it.  I stumble and would really like to cry my heart out.   I welcome depression freely just like I face happiness with open arms.  I don’t know how hard or easy it is for me, but believe me, every emotion I feel in my nerves of nerves is always an experience I nurture because I know, it will always be part of growing up.  Yes, I am still a work in progress…and will forever deal with the yin and yang of universe as long as I breathe.



Tuesday, 21 August 2012

Sob My Heart Out

I don't feel like posting anything crazy here right now .  Especially when I am at this state where my emotions are all over the place, being confused again as the 'friend'. That I am not sure if I have to stick around in here or just be the person looking from afar, doing my best not to get hurt for the nth time.

When my consciousness drives me into this 'dilemma' I turn to Stephen Bishop and James Taylor.

Here are the songs from Stephen Bishop that I automatically play when I don't want to over analyze and think.  I just let the melodies and lyrics swirl and capture what my heart wants to feel.  Sometimes, it's better this way rather than question and ask for answers why some good things aren't meant to be yours.

I will just let my heart sob for a moment.


*NEVER LETTING GO*





*ONE MORE NIGHT*