Heads Up

It’s like walking on air again.  Every single step makes me shiver and tremble because of the weightless feeling.  It was never easy.  For a person like me who takes challenges one at time and going through it all with heads up, it is so hard to fail.  I don’t feel good at all each time I taste a defeat, because I know, there should never be a letdown in the combats I face.

cheers to that every step we face in life/photo taken in Panglao, Bohol 2009

But when it’s really time to surrender, I taste every glory of it.  I stumble and would really like to cry my heart out.   I welcome depression freely just like I face happiness with open arms.  I don’t know how hard or easy it is for me, but believe me, every emotion I feel in my nerves of nerves is always an experience I nurture because I know, it will always be part of growing up.  Yes, I am still a work in progress…and will forever deal with the yin and yang of universe as long as I breathe.