Restless and Reckless

Pardon me for posting this song that has been playing in my VLC for twenty-four hours! Yes, u read it right!  The first time i heard this the other day, i could nearly drown in my own tears! I just don't know why...hahaha! 

Anyway, we all have that moment, when we see that someone we thought we knew, then suddenly, that five-seconder moment brought flashbacks, the pieces of yourself you thought you almost forgot! 

But, with just one moment, you realize there was a part of you that's holding on, just in case you'll need it...you know what i mean?! 

Hushing my restless heart now...forever playing in my head, that it's just like (in) a movie, it's just like a song...and it will be there maybe until time forgets it... I am definitely sure, coz once, we were young...

Here's the song...

When We Were Young

by Adele

Everybody loves the things you do
From the way you talk
To the way you move
Everybody here is watching you
Cause you feel like home
You’re like a dream come true

But if by chance you’re here alone
Can I have a moment
Before I go?
Cause I’ve been by myself all night long
Hoping you’re someone I used to know

You look like a movie
You sound like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
We were sad of getting old
It made us restless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song

I was so scared to face my fears
Cause nobody told me that you’d be here
And I swore you moved overseas
That’s what you said, when you left me

You still look like a movie
You still sound like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
We were sad of getting old
It made us restless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song

When we were young
When we were young
When we were young
When we were young

It’s hard to win me back
Everything just takes me back
To when you were there
To when you were there
And a part of me keeps holding on
Just in case it hasn’t gone
I guess I still care
Do you still care?

It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

When we were young
When we were young
When we were young
When we were young

Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
We were sad of getting old
It made us restless
I’m so mad I’m getting old
It makes me reckless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
When we were young

 Tidbits: i actually sang and almost hit the notes for a couple of times..whew!!

Does it really matter?

When will that day come when you will finally say that it was right for me not to give up...

When will you utter those words, saying that it was me who were right all along!

When will that moment be, that you'll smile and let me feel that all those struggles were worth it...

When will that be when you'll be able to show me that you appreciate all the actions i did... 

All those things were important merely because of the fact that it was YOU---the US that mattered the most! 

That in history, WE EXISTED! 

But, does it really matter anymore?!