Journey

Being who you are doesn't have to be that big deal in dealing with others.  Because you are unique in your own way.

Yes, it makes you unique because you have these values that are not so quite different with your other friends, but you know what makes sense, it’s how you deal with that uniqueness and somehow making it work with others.  

Yes, sometimes you have to compromise, but there are certain things that you shouldn't forget. Those are the values, the goodness of your heart, the core of your being, or let’s say, the core of your heart, what's inside there, have you ever asked, what's your heart's default shade?  Are you submerged with uncertainties and shadow that hinder your strength of opening it again or at least making its heartbeat normal again after a lot of shocks that it experienced?

Life is full of uncertainties and the only thing to face it is to remain certain!

Those are just random thoughts swirling in my head (and heart) right now.

I know, there are things better left unsaid or unwritten, but we all need a breather! I am sooo much willing to take that time to smell the flowers again, continue what I've forgotten to consider through the years because I was so busy searching for what makes my life meaningful, but after a big hump that I took and crashed to it big time, here I am again because life is giving me another chance to continue what I started...and this time, a little wiser, sensitive and embracing it more seriously.

Though there may be some people, experiences, mistakes, wrong decisions, complications, compromises, etc. that I have to let go as I take these bolder steps, I have put in mind that they were really part of growing up, it's just that,when reality hits you, you have to face excruciating truth that not all the people who were there with you when you started that journey will remain by your side.  You have to leave them where they're supposed to be in that certain place, at that specific chapter (or stop over).  It wasn't really easy.  You have to face it head on and hey, you can't stuck in that place forever, that's why you forego, you move on.

...continuing the journey and this time I know I am equipped with
who I need because I am with people who are willing to take this road selflessly.

Yes, I am living in a brand new chapter of my so-called journey and I've decided to enjoy every minute of taking the little steps, the bolder moves just to survive and to be with these people (and sticking with them until we passed that bent and soon decide what comes next when we reach the crossroads).  Right now, I know who are these people willing to hit that road with me and relish life!

Ce'st La-vie!


Tidbits:

Actually, they were with me all along, I wasn't just sane enough to see their importance .  I am whole again and this time, I am better because I am with better company of friends, nurtured with the rekindled love of my family and took my faith  to the next level.